Friday, April 2, 2010 @ 9:02 PM
Somewhere unfamiliar.

Hello, 2nd post. After this, shall go and do my housework and off to bed. I know its far too early, but seriously, today i takde mood. So ya, short post la ok.
Just 10 more days till school reopens, or to be exact, 11 days. I've deleted all the texts from Ayun. From the day we became friends till the day we fought and ended our so called friendship or whatever ship you call that. It was a very hard move, i hesitated for days, i kept telling myself to delete it, so when i clicked on the "mark all". I cried, and i put my phone away from me. So slenger, i know -__-"
I managed to delete it as i'm changing my phone, thank god that i have a reason why should i delete it, if not i can never find a reason why should i.
So guess what? Last night i deleted the msn history between me and Ayun. So fucking shocked right? To be frank, i don't even know what am i doing, i just right click, delete it. And i shut the laptop and went to sleep immediately. Thank god for the courage, really.
Now i got nothing stopping me to move on, im left with the pictures i had with you, the memories i had with you in the form of the good and bad times in my mind. I shall keep it in my heart and bury it.
11 days more till i returns back to school. Before school holidays, you bid goodbye to me, you approached me, i was so happy, and i swear, i am really really overjoyed. I was wondering, from 11 days counting from now, will things change? Have you ever missed me during this 3 weeks of holidays? Because i did, terribly as usual.
You told my bestfriends that you were attached, i was heartbroken but happy.
As long as you are happy, i am. I will move on from now. ^^
Like i told Fadhila, i mean it this time. 11 days for me left, shall try my luck and best! I predicts, if i were to manage to get over you, everyone around me will be so happy. I yearn for that look on my friend's faces, really. So friends, 11 days for me. Get set go!!
I am in love with Fana's blogsong, veli nice doh. Should i head to Bpp to support STOMP? Mhmm, feel like going back to CDSS on 16th April for speech day, haiyaya, Fana not confirm leh )-: Kkkkkiez, malas nk post lagi, nk msn ngn mak nonok!
I am moving on, you're so gonna regret and miss me. :P