Family problems are a non-stop for me in my life for this whole 16 and 4 months. I fought with my bestfriend, i hate fighting with bestfriends, seriously. This is the 2nd time in 1 month already. I don't want to lose you as a bestfriend, if only you can see this. :'(

Today i didn't went for work, woke up, brushed my teeth, tried the new milktea from china. Uploaded photos, stayed at home. Farris & Dinni came. Followed by Michelle & Suhaimi. Thanks for keeping me accompany.

Parents came back, was unhappy cause i brought friends home for not asking. Okay my bad, next time i won't bring my friends back home already. :) Fair. My bad for not respecting you too Dad. My bad. Thanks Mom for staring at me like i did something really major. Thanks for the boo-hoo from Eugene. Thanks everyone who managed to spoil my day. I love you all.

Went to bangkit, wen mobile then to kopitiam. Had 2 plates of rojak and ice lemon tea. Then walk back home. While walking back, was laughing at Michelle's setan face with Suhaimi and Farris. Sorry ah Shell, it was seriously funny, hahahaha! You guys made my day too! Really, in a great way! :)

Home, find out that no food was left for dinner. Was like "okay, this is what i expected" Haha so i just smiled and told myself to just forget about it. :) So went online, was really feeling damn down, talked to Aslina. S texted me, told him i was sad. He called, we talked. I kind of vented my anger on him, and he was fed up and he hung up when i told him to. Argh words of anger is not worth taking seriously...

So now. I have no idea how to face people who can't accept me.I will never understand what exactly you want from me. Please don't expect atg from me cause i will never give you what exactly you want, try others. I am a girl who can't control her temper. I don't know how to satisfy people, because i can't even satisfy myself. Like what he said, i am irresponsible. Thks for bringing me down. I appreciate much. Tonight is the night that i'll rmbr what everyone of you said to me.

Words that bring me down, will always be remember deep in my heart. What's more those words are from my mom. Its hurtful, real hurtful. To you i am never responsible, i know. I don't obey your rules, curfews. Yes my bad, i don't like it when you start to treat me like im 14. The truth is, im 17 this year, 1 more year to be old enough to get a driving license.

I am sorry for venting my anger on you S. I am likethis, i've learn my lesson, not to pick up calls if i am upset. I don't want this incident to occur again. It hurts me. Maybe like what you said, don't contact anymore. Takecare.

I hereby announce that i hate people who like to bring me down. Especially when they are my family members, haha sorry to say, i am a stupid daughter of yours, both of your son is waaaaaaaaay better than me. Hahaha sorry for not being good enough, i regret and i know its too late. Too bad im stupid.

Kalau korang tak suke perangai aku, bia ah. Kimak, aku ade limits kan. Kalau aku takde mood, aku express it out ah. Abeh when i express it out, korang benci aku. What the fuck sial? I DON'T HAVE THE RIGHTS TO EXPRESS IS IT. FUCK! I know my perangai mcm sial, i know very well. I really know, aku pun tak suke orang perangai mcm sial, tapi this is feelings sial. Haiz. Sorry ah korang. aku tau, my bad ok.

Family, friends, relationships. How i wish i was problem-free.

And to that you know who, stop updating your life to her can anot? I know you expect me to cry for you and then wait and continue loving you. COME ON, FACE IT. I NO LONGER LOVE YOU. AND I WILL NEVER CRY FOR YOU ANYMORE. YOU SHOULD CRY FOR YOURSELF AS KARMA IS HELPING ME TO DEAL WITH YOU, SHITSTUFF. Please fucking get yourself a mirror and look into you, you deserve a girl like Nadra or Hashima. Cause you don't deserve a nice girl. Trust me, i really hope you'll cry!

Fuck. I know im so mean tonight. Im sorry. I am angry. This is my 50% of my perangai. Want more? CALL ME AH. _|_