Okay hi. Shall start with last night aite. Was on msn/webcamming with Suhaimi, Fieza, Yan, Hady & Aan. Thanks Suhaimi, Yan, Dinni & Fieza for making me laugh as usual although we're unable to meet up. :/ Haix i miss you all so much.

Had loads of fun spamming Fana's facebook with Alson & Suhaimi last night. Stupid Alson kept spelling our name in the wrong way. He spelled my name was "Emiyl" while he spelled Suhaimi's as "Suhaim". HAHAHAHAHA. Really cracked me up, stupid Also! Come Bangkit ton, i ton with y'all, ai mai? Forget about Cck & Woodlands la ok. HAHAHA.

Was texting with Aan & Syukri last night. Told Fana some nonsense, and if you guys wanna know, i shall post it here.

Emily : pukeemark! haronkia so sexy!
Fana : Ermmm... I think you get into the wrong wall. :p * step tak kenal* HAHAHAHAHAH!
Emily : u are so heartless. last night we ahem ahem alr. when you found out i had a dick and now u treat me this way?
Fana : Hahahahah. Me heartless? No. If not i wont ahem ahem with you last night. oh yeah. ^^ hahahaha!!
Yan : wth ! soory to interrupt but emily punye comment damn funny ! hahaha :D
Fana : ...you got a smexy dick. Hahahah, wtf!
Me : Please don't let guys know that i got dick... Okay? Yan, please keep quiet, as now you know i have a dick, i can't be pretty with a dick anymore. HAHAHA

So i don't have and i don't wish to have a dick. SO, DON'T TAKE IT TOO SERIOUSLY OKAI. I was very bored last night that's why i typing rubbishes. ^^ This is what happens with boredom strikes, nyhahahahahah.

Woke up at 9am today to wake Syuk. Back to sleep. Then woke up, bath, ate 2 piece of bread with nutella. Online, headed to 205 with Eugene & Alan. Stupid sia they all, make me laugh with their nonsense ._. Home, online. Till now.

Im so hungry, >_> On msn with Nelson now. Haix, he is right, we must not let our mind control us. But i just can't help me. I need some techno now. >_>

Please, don't do stuffs that makes me sad. You said you love me, you had me all by yourself, you had fun with me, we laughed, we joke, we kissed, we hugged, we cuddled, we promised. Everything is still in my mind, i have no idea how to forget about you. Again, you're another one who didn't got into a official relationship with me.

Do you have any idea how much does it hurts? Because of you, i hurt Syukri. Do you know that? Why must you force me to do stuffs that i don't like it? When i did it, what did you do? You didn't stayed, you did much more stuffs to make me cry. I know i shouldn't wait for you, but i don't know how to let go of the memories, i got no fucking idea how to forget about what happpend during that period.

Thank you so much for everything. You hurt me badly & i don't know why am i still waiting for you here. Tears are rolling down my cheeks, when you comes online every time, the urge in me to talk to you is always always there. But i will always think thrice before i says anything. Who knows you'll flare up and then we'll end up quarrelling?

I have no courage and faith to really either wait or move on. Tell me how do you feel towards us, so that i can tell myself to really face it. You are the only exception to my negative thoughts.

I love you, FA. :'(