Tuesday, May 25, 2010 @ 3:41 PM
Gimmie time, i need time.
Didn't expected you to say "No." to me last night. I was dumbfounded, upset, heartbroken, speechless, numb when i saw your reply in less than 1 minute. I guess it doesn't hurts you when you replied me that right? I know, from the start, i was the one who really love you while you treated me like a toy. It hurts, yknow?
Drop this topic. Thanks Fadhila, Aan, Suhaimi and those who commented & called me. Syukri, Nelson too, thanks so much! Love y'all loads ^^ Couldn't sleep, wanted to cry cause it will make someone feel better, but i can't and i didn't. Lol, instead i fell asleep. Lmao right. Hahahaha!
Woke up at 7am. Recieved 3 miss calls from Nelson, again he wanted to wake me up, like wtfuck! Woke up, called him. Chatted till 7.30am, laughed alot, and also he was the first to know that i didn't cried. He said i was strong. Hehehehe ^^ Bath, went out. Took bus to cck then trained to Clementi.
Chance upon Gummy Bro! Fui, miss him so much!! Talked till my train came, hehe lepak soon hor bro! Miss you & Cammie ^^ Met Syukri @ Clementi. HAHAHAHAHA SORRY FOR BEING LATE :P HEHEHE. Walked to school, disturb him till he went speechless. Fui the feeling so shiok!
Lunch at KFC. Chance upon Shafiq. :) Took the same bus back to school, kacao me non stop sia Shafiq, kurang aja. Jahahaha! CS roleplay, then OSA.
Mkay, its 4.30pm. I got debarred from tests. Thinking about what to write on my appeal paper. Fana asked me to write "I love Fana Haron". Aan told me to write "I make Choco balls after eating KFC" HAHAHAHAHA WTF. MESTI KENA DEBAR ON THE SPOT SIA!
Heading to 228 later for a quick meet up with Farris & Co. Guys, get ready to see me cry. Haha i've been tahan-ing. Nah joking, hope i won't cry la.
I hate you Fahmi. I seriously do. This is my first time posting about our relationship here. Fuck yourself seriously, you fucking heartless. I hate you for breaking my heart, you said you won't. You hugged me so tightly on the other day, you even asked me to not leave you. NOW WHAT?
Thanks so much Fahmi Azri. I hope you will soon get a taste of how i felt last night. You broke my heart, you played with my heart, you broke your promise.
I no longer have the faith in relationships. You'll be the last guy who i will love. I regretted falling so deeply.
Its broken, my trust, faith and confidence is gone.
