Okay im back to posting! Sorry for not posting as i am not free to do so. :/ The previous post.. If you guys are wondering who is it, its Ayun. Hahaha fat kid. But who cares? I got nothing to do with him anymore ;)

So for the past 1 week, i spend my time on laughing, crying, sulking. Fadhila came back on the 15th. We headed to Doubygaut ; Glasshouse with Michelle, Fieza, Fana, Kamilah, Suhaimi & Alson. Then we headed to 228, Southview to meet up with the rest. Had alot of heart-to-heart talk with Fadhila, i cried and laughed too. AND AND FADHILA BOLEH BELI ROKOK LA SEY! HAHAHAHAH MUKE KAU DA MCM MAHCIK. :P Takya action la ok, i know i don't even look like 17, let alone 18 kan. Haix, sad case :(

Work was okay, as usual time seems to be flying cause my world at work is all about numbers. Hahaha! Numbers shall be my bestfriend, i love you numbers~ HAHAHAHA WTF IM CRAZY LOL O_O

Times with Farris, Suhaimi, Yan, Michelle, Fieza, Nas is always enjoyable. Always make me laugh and i don't regret spending time with them. Hehe i love you all so much! :] For the mean time, i won't lepak with you all already, i'm sorry and i hope you all understand my situation. Haix. I will miss y'all. :(

Problems after problems, i had a hard time being happy ever since i broke up with Syukri. I am sad cause i made him cried. I am happy cause finally he is away from me so that he can find a better girl than me. I am sad cause i know i am so selfish. I am happy cause i know, i am doing the right thing although im hurting myself. My parents don't trust me anymore, when im at home, i hardly talk, like what Dad said, my world revolves around friends.

Im very sorry Syukri, if i have a chance, i won't even let myself to get close to you so that you won't get hurt this way. I regretted, and i really did. Im sorry, just treat it as, i didn't love you at all. Not from the start. I am the worse you ever had i know, actually i don't make a good girlfriend afterall. :') Please forget about me, i don't want you to wait for me. Because i won't get attached till i am really done with my problems. Plus, i feel so stupid loving someone. I got no choice but to see these.

Suhaimi wrote a song by himself and sang it to me. I was the first one to hear it, so naise. I was touched by his lyrics, hehe i hope she feels the same way aye Suhaimi :) Post it on fb la you! Hahah.

Was otp with Nelson 2 nights ago, he wanted to bash up somebody, nasib i stop him. Phewwwwwww~ Hahahaha. But still, he taught me alot alot of stuffs that really make me laugh non-stop. I know what to do already, and i will remember what you said. Meet me soon so that i can pass you the letters. This time, when you got those letters, keep it and make sure it doesn't let it leave you again. Its 300+ over letter hand written by ME okay!!!!!!! Meet soon for dinner with your mom <; && thanks for your blog post, fucking funny! I SO CUTE!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! K LA U MORE CUTE. IF NOT U LATER SAD LIAO. :P

Okay im done with my post. Gotta have my dinner now! Byebye!

To mihaF, i will take my time. No rushing. Wish me and you luck. I know i can do it by myself, this time i promise, i will get through everything by myself. Just you see, i am not like any girls you see out there.