Woke up at 7am today, bath, siap, breakfast. Met Emma kat bustop. Took 190 then took Mrt. Changed line at Jurong East, then i alighted at Tanjong Pagar. Work, lunch with Andra @ Old Warehouse. Had a great time talking to her, my 2nd friend at Link Management. Hehehehe! <;

Sayang was texting with me when i was doing my work. He told me he will be spraying the whole bottle of the perfume on his body and he makes sure i smells him. LOL! What the fuck, it made me laugh like one mad girl lol. And he was having fever too, haix. :(

But still, he insisted on fetching me home! So sweet of him, seriously! Hehe. Thanks so much, i can sense your love~ HAHA!! And very sorry too ): I just can't resist myself to disturb you whenever i sees you because that is how we get to know each other, nyhehe.

Took 700, wanted to sleep but cannot due to phone calls and texts. Congrats to Evangela Guak! HAHAHA! :D Jiayou! ^_^ Alighted at Pending, walked home with Sayang.

I made him merajok. HAHAHA! Muke cute! :P Reached 4th floor, hugged him and left. Home, bath, dinner. Online, texted with Sayang, i swear im fucking worried about his fever. I should've stopped him from fetching me. Stupid me, i can go home alone why must i get him to fetch me? _|_ yourself Emily.

Get well soon please! :( Have plenty of rest, drink more water! I will be alright, i can takecare of myself, i really can. I am strong (CHEH HAHAHAHAHA!) And. I won't leave. Okay? :)

Moving on from F is hard. I admit i am like a slut, a stupid bitch who is using 2 person to satisfy herself. I know i can move on from F, i know i can and i know i won't fall. I admit, i will always care about how F feels.

I had a dream about him for 3 nights straight, sad faces of him, tears from him, letters from him, long texts, everything. Trying to tell how sorry is he for letting me go. I know its a hint, i will forgive and i know. I am strong. I really hope that i won't have the same dream tonight again, its fucking killing me, seriously.

Please don't appear in my dreams again tonight, F. You are pulling me back when i made one big step away from you. Stop that, please. Your loss, face it. You shouldn't have let me go, im very clear of what i want, i don't want lust love from you, but real love. You cannot do it. So please, stop fucking getting into my mind, okay?! _|_

Syukri, you better get well soon. I swear, i almost cried when you told me you'll be admitted to the hospital. I know you'll see this, get this into your mind, i don't want 1 month, not even 1 hour! HAHA! I sayang you alot, get well soon. Okay? :( I will be worrying for you. & I love you! ^_^

School tomorrow! Okay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Want to watch tv, drink energy drink, eat mango, watch tv. HAHA & text with sayang!! :]

Readers, tag! Okay!? Baibai.