Ok hi fellow readers. Today i went out with Fana to really relax myself. Had my nails done at Lot1, pretty satisfied with it. Thank you Fana. Had my breakfast + lunch + dinner settled at Kfc. Headed to CottonOn and Sasa after that, spend $60 on dress and cosmetics. I felt happy after spending money.

Headed to Park with Fana after that. Had a mini photoshoot session, had alot of fun, laughters is the sex between us. While we're on our back to interchange, i noticed that my camera's cover wasn't attached to the cover. And both us went "FUCKKKKKK!" at the same time and we sort of rushed back to the spot we went. Thank god, the cover is still there, hehe.

Took 190 home. Bath and online. Cried with what i saw on my wall, seriously very disheartening. I don't mean to hurt Syukri too. I don't love him as much as he do, and i can't love him like how i love F.A. Does anyone out there know? No, not even one. Fuck to those who think they do. Fuck you and this is a middle for you. _|_

Thanks Farhan for your post. I've already forgave him, but i just got no idea how to really forget what exactly happened between us. But i really thank god for giving me the strength and the faith to tell you what happened exactly. It really hurts, it made a huge impact, the biggest impact ever.

I will hold on to the promise i made for him, no matter what happens, i'll stay by him and wait, i know, in a emotionally way. Farhan, thank you so much. I don't know what to say but i'd like to say sorry, if i am too irritating. Because i got no one to talk to about this topic but you.

Everyone is going thru heartbreaking situations, i am one of them.
Is it the trend or people are changing?

Fuck my life, for once. Please?