Hi mom, why are you hating me? Hi dad, im sorry for being such a letdown~

Both of you have been hurting me ever since i don't know when. All i know is, in your eyes, i may mean nothing compared to brothers. Hahaha seriously, i know both of you don't give a fuck to me :)

So sorry to have such a lousy result and end myself up in a ITE. So sorry to disgrace both of you. So sorry to be such a lousy person who can't handle her problems well, especially relationships. So sorry that im hanging around with malay peoples, haha so sorry. And sorry to let both of you down, sorry to let you all regret.

Why didn't both of you didn't agreed to grandma on aborting me? Mhmm im suffering now. Ha thanks..

Now you adress me as "someone" eh. Thankyou. I am really thankful for everything.

And sorry for being such a letdown, you guys should've aborted me, trust me.

Im going MIA~ 2010 sucks balls. Bai