Okay, hi. This post is specially for you la :p Cheer up please, i don't mean to do it you know. Blame it on my stupidity okay. Okayyy i really hope my sweetness did made you melt like it alway does. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.

To say the truth, the reason why im not attached for real is party because of you. I hurt you, i hurt myself. I haven't moved on from you, i really haven't. I didn't want to patch, i will never want to. Cause im not good for you, im not a good girlfriend.

But i guarantee, i can be a good friend, a good bestfriend. I promise you, i will be there for you if i can. I seriously hope you can understand if i don't start to make the move or whatsoever, i didn't changed, even if i did, i won't be changing towards you, please remember this..

I have already hurt you alot of time, real thankful and lucky to have you staying by my side still. Thank you Syukri.

Put this in your mind, heart, life. I am not a good girlfriend. But i can be a good friend. Im sorry for everything, i love you. But im so selfish to love 2 guys at a time. That is why, im single and i will be till i forgets about 2 of you.

Cheer up okay? Hehehe i love you & please don't be upset already. I know i disappointed you. Sorry la okay? :p