I am always the pro with saying hello. But im a loser when it comes to bidding goodbyes. Each and every goodbyes makes me feel sad, makes me having a doubt whether will i get to meet you again.

I met a boy, a real sweet boy. Ain't a good looking boy i suppose? But his actions and everythings attracts me so much. Never thought i can find another boy like him that can make me laugh every minute like how F always did.

I guess, i can never get over this phobia in me. I am so paranoid about relationships. The feeling of getting dumped, cheated, fooled, used is totally unbearable. I am scared and i think, i will be forever.

I got no idea, really. I think, i'll take things like how it goes then. Its never easy to forget about my past experiences. *sad face*